爱和喜欢

喜歡和愛咫尺千里。

當你喜歡一個人時，你想和他在一起，因為他會帶給你快樂；

離開後，你會想念，想著想著就會笑，然後繼續你平靜的生活，並期待著與他再一次重逢。

當你愛一個人時，你想和他在一起，那是一種牽腸掛肚的捨不得，怕他受委屈，怕他不能好好照顧自己；

離開後，你也會想念，想著想著歎一口氣，'不知他現在過的怎樣？'

然後你繼續你平靜的生活，希望他早日回到你身邊。

你喜歡的人在你眼中是天使，無所不能，他總會滿足你的任性的要求。

你愛的人在你眼中是孩子，傻傻的，你不期望他做出什麼'好事'來，只一味縱容他那些讓人哭笑不得的舉動。

你會希望你喜歡的人陪著你，然而你心中想的可能是你愛的人；

你會希望陪在你愛的人身邊，看他在你面前睡得如此安逸甜美毫不設防的樣子，你會微笑，會覺得好幸福。

你喜歡的人傷害了你，你會生氣，並且一定要讓他哄著騙著逗你笑你才原諒他；

你愛的人傷害了你，你只會獨自傷心，因為你怕對他大吼大叫會嚇著他，你憂傷地微笑著，看著他的眼睛，

一旦發現他的眼裡流露出歉意和悔恨，你會立即心疼地摟他在懷裡，那一刻，你也是幸福的。

你可以同時喜歡很多人，你會希望和很多人在一起，

但也許很多年後你才發現，原來你愛的就只有那麼一個，

就那麼一個，怎麼都不會變，你以為把他忘記了，其實只是忙的沒空想起而已，

對於你喜歡的人，你關注的是他的優點；

對於你愛的人，你關注的是他的缺點，並且，那些缺點如果無關原則的話，它們在你眼裡是可愛的，獨一無二的。

喜歡和愛其實只有一紙之隔，任何愛都從喜歡開始，當有天你突然發現，你喜歡的那個人在你眼中不再完美，

而他的瑕疵正如月中的桂影一般讓你更加依依不捨，你會覺得與他光彩照人的一面相比，

你更願意看他在你面前無助的表情，不知道是不是應該祝賀你，總之，你的感情昇華了
——

仰慕不是愛，甚至不是喜歡，當你對一個人只有仰慕之情時，你們在一起便失去了和諧。

有人說愛一個人很累，的確是，因為你想為他承擔，可是愛與喜歡相比最大的魅力就在於，

當你和愛的人在一起時，你的感覺就像回家了！






yc

reads

Food is like women.
it is sometimes more dramatic and more appealing when simply and honestly presented.

*Pierre Bardiche*
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The ornament of a house is the friends that frequent it.

*Ralph Waldo Emerson*

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We are usually so busy longing for things we cant have,
that we overlook what we have in their place that is even more worthwhile.

*Laura Ingalls Wilder*

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Many people buy what they want,
when they want,so they will not want.
but the truth is that much of what they buy they do not want.

*Edward G. Dobson*

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We can choose to be rich by making our wants few.

*Alexandra Stoddard*

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One cannot collect all the beautiful shells on the beach.
one can only collect a few,
and they are more beautiful when they are few.

*Anne Morrow Lindbergh*





yc

quote

it is not how much we have,
but how we enjoy it that makes for happiness

yc

simple delights

learn to like what does not cost much,
learn to like reading,conversation,music.
learn to like plain food,plain service,plain cooking.
learn to like people,even those who may be very different from you.
learn to shelter your family with love,comfort,peace.
learn to keep your wants simple.
refuses to be owned and anchored by things and opinion of others.
learn to like the sunrise and the sunset,
the beating of the rain on the roof and windows.
learn to hold heaven near and dear.
learn to love you,
for in some point of time.
something good will happen,
for you and for me.
learn to appreciate more of daily life,
and incorporate these appreciations into our hectic and reality driven mentality.








yc

daydreaming

locking our hands in public,
public display of affection.
getting photographed like a sweet little couple,
giving hugs whenever wherever.
sharing 2 lives as one,
painting a bigger picture with 2 different world.
telling the whole wide world you're mine!!
awww...
isn't it gonna be damn awesome.
well,
i'm just running a fantasy here,
no fairies to sought me out.
my palettes tasting sweet,
just thinking makes me smile.

i'm getting too demanding i guess.
i should know my limitations.




yc

farther

you packed your bag,
to thailand again.

bring back blithe stories,
and share it with me,will you?
i've always wanted to know,
how god has bless your life with.
wanted to know if the praying works.

i'm feeling sad now,
and i don't know why.
i guess its envy,
or just the dread to see you.
when you're overseas,
it meant that i cant communicate with you on msn.
i cannot get you online with me,
i couldn't pour my problems/happy moments instantly to you.

in any case,
my dearest.
may the happiest thing always fall on you.






yc

wavered

can i be with another guy but still love you?
can i chose to accept a little bit of caring other men shower me with.
will u blame me?
will i blame myself?

my heart is still yours,
its not loneliness that drove me to this thought.
thinking of you has fulfilled my mental,
but reality.
its tricky enough to fall for you,
but trickier that i don't know your thoughts.
or maybe is my denial to your caring reluctance,
that i'm in this hollow space alone.

i know i need him to take care of me,
give me every missing part in life.
but i'm worried,
will i suffer karma for doing so.
remember that i once said i'll always be by your side?
i still want to keep my word.
i constantly want to.

i never ask anything from you,
but i hope u allow me this decision.
is the sharing of me an uncomfortable thought to you?
or at this very second,u nod,and letting me go,
is an easy thought for you.
if it isn't so...
know that in any case,
i'll still choose you.
no doubt about that.
i'll train myself again,
overcome weak moments.
even without you constantly by my side,
the power you enabled me is still that impressive.






yc

especially of touch

a tiring day,
a demoralized spirit.
a heart to conquer,
an aim that's too demanding.

maybe you'll find it funny,
but always,all the time,i think of you.
after the toughest effort,
i still loses you.
every turmoil i'm going through,
seem like a moment.
pulling through,and accomplishing is different.

my brain now,
not at work.
i'm re-living the time with you,
how when i'm watching youtube on your bed.
u crawl over,
lay your sleepy head on my lap.
how i slip my fingers through your ruffly hair,
giving kisses on your forehead.
admire you sleeping,
smiling to myself with bliss.
don't want to end a single moment with you,
watching you playing with your drumsticks.
getting sad,
because i'm leaving your side in hours.
learn to cherish time like never before,
grasping every single breathe of your scent.

i wanted technology to capture my joyous moment with you,
but i know you dread the thought of explaining to your friends.
reluctantly,
i extirpate the thought.
to give up my proud,
to not share my happiness with anyone.
to not show off ,you,for a moment,is mine.
i will compromise everything for you.


itz you.











yc

un-identical (2)

u like orange juice,
i cough like shit when i take even a small sip.
u can really sleep,
i can only take 8 hours of it.
u use your computer for your music,
i use it for shallow feeds.
i like to call you up and disturb you,
you find it awkward.
i cant drive a manual car,
u can make that gadget move steadily.
i like to sleep in your embrace,
your hand retaliate with numbness.

funny,true...
and sweet.
remember,unlike poles of a magnet attracts.

u killed me with zero effort.







yc

ambuscade

baby,baby~i miss you.
i wonder when's the next time i kiss you.
living happily together with you,
live a wonderful life all brand new.

you wake up,
breakfast served.
after a tiring day,
tea sweet and warm.
living life simple and blissful,
diminish envy,when you hold my hand.
learn to be proud,
in every way.

as long as we can be together,
i'll thank god.
for he gave me a valuable,
that rinse away my bad.

please engulf me with all your love.

*smiles*









yc

陈奇贞 -- 旅行的意義

你看过了许多美景

你看过了许多美女

你迷失在地图上

每一道短暂的光阴

你品尝了夜的巴黎

你踏过下雪的北京

你熟记书本里

每一句你最爱的真理

却说不出你爱我的原因

却说不出你欣赏我哪一种表情却说不出在什么场合我曾让你动心

说不出离开的原因
music
你累计了许多飞行

你用心挑选纪念品

你收集了地图上

每一次的风和日丽

你拥抱热情的岛屿

你埋葬记忆的土耳其

你流连电影里美丽的不真实的场景

却说不出什么在场合

我曾让你分心

说不出旅行的意义
music你勉强说出你爱我的原因

却说不出你欣赏我哪一种表情

却说不出在什么场合我曾让你分心

说不出离开的原因

勉强说出你为我寄出的每一封信

都是你离开的原因

你离开我

就是旅行的意义

la...la...la
end





yc

curveball

its wonderful!
u make my day again,
easy as 1,2,3.
u light my room like a single candle,
little stupid jokes of your's.
mini little words of pampering,
cute little requests.

i'm so laid-back at work today,
and you surprise me.
flicking orange nick,
funny words.
now i'm as good as new,
energized.
i'm all smiles,
my colleague stunned.

i like this feeling,
do u like making me happy?

kisses...





yc

gratified

i have moved on,
how are you?
although i'm not as blissful as i presume to be,
but mentally i'm satisfied.
i have found someone i knew that will lead me far,
help me out.
i just recall how you hurt me before,
and i'm encouraged to know i have sustained through the ordeal.

how cute he is~
how every single thing he do boils me.
no more shattering,
we have settled a deal amicably.
and i'm contented enough,
you have taught me more about feelings.
now i'll show him love in a way,
i'm protecting both of us.
happily...

my perspective of love has changed,
thanks to you.
please work hard in UK,
take care of your weak body.
stay happy,
find your very loved one and flaunt.

for me,
i'm contented with what he can give me.
very different from you,
but i'm more at ease.

definitely.






yc

un-identical

how different are we?

i love coffee,you don't.
i drink like a fish,u fall after a cuppa beer.
i cant take spicy,hot stuff's your favourite.
i'm not musically inclined,music is your life.
i spent money like water,you treat them as treasures.
i smoke,you don't.
i'm playful,you're disciplined.
i'm a girl,you're a boy.
i want to be with you,you don't find the linkage.
i'm into you,you're into her.
i sleep little,you sleep alot.
i cry ofthen,you hardly shed a tear.
i like waiting for you in msn,you use msn as a contact tool.
i'm in Johor Bahru,you're in Kuala Lumpur.
i love to club,you don't.
i like talking to you,you find it hard to register a call.
i write emotional poems,you read them.
i cling you,you detest it.
i smile when i think of you,you fret.
i serve you my heart,you reject.
i'm so lost,you're so clear minded.

and what the fuck is wrong with me.
i don't know.










yc

adulation

oh~wow!!
u took the initiative to msn me.
awww...how sweet i felt.
i know to you itz just nothing,
but to me,the little awaiting girl.
itz a pleasant surprise,
a little slurp on my cheek.

licky,licky.
i always love to recollect on how you smile,
very pleasant.
with a cup of wine,after a tired day.
dimly lit room,all the jazz,acoustic.
the very linkage,slight,but still within grasp.

i came across the song from No Doubt today,Sunday Morning.
couldn't stop laughing,
i remember how you fret over the song.
repeating it in youtube,
seriously...they were so charmed.
and i'm addicted to the tune,
smiling like an idiot infront of a foreign crowd.
its alright people don't understand it,
my fondness for that kindof stuff is ridiculous,if.

talked to cheeyan about you the other day,
didn't manage to convince him i'm into you.
we were too un-identical,
people find it hard for us to work out.

who cares...
i know,you know,she knows.






yc

little cups

i have been really laid back lately,
ever since i have made the decision to leave u alone.
i cant seem to find the reason to concentrate in my work,
and all i know is crawl around in circles.
i have lost contact with you for quite awhile now,
how are you doing?
work becomes less ans less colourful to me,
i don't have the patience to hold on anymore.
i have experienced a conflict of thoughts with others,
the method to do things is different.
they say if you fail to plan,
you plan to fail.
but can anyone tell me the definition of a plan?
fast or slow,
forceful or gratifying.

i want to learn the art of everything,
i tried,but to no avail.
i have lost the comfy of life,
i yearn for the sun to burn me again.
just bath in nature,
think of you,feel appeased.

listening to the songs you like,
wander in all your travels.
you have been to places,
seen more things than me.
you can tell me so much of the things you love,
but i believe you cant tell me one point of me that attracts you.
because i am nothing.
and this very disturbing thoughts agitates me,
morally i felt something.
at the same time,
my eagerness is slamming me down against time.
everything seems so slow towards you.

maybe i just detest my work,
and im finding reasons from you to influence it.
u leaving the picture in my life,
is taking itz toll.
incredibly,
i still manage to grasp the minimum will that's left of me.
i won't dash across the finish line eventually,
by every battle,i'm left with nothing but tiredness.
a brain that thinks too much,
a soul too infiltrated.


i need a vacation to wash erode you away,
bit by bit.
adapting to another form,
that will eventually be individually me again.






yc

Mary Poppins - a spoonful of sugar

In ev'ry job that must be done
There is an element of fun.
You find the fun and snap!
The job's a game.
And ev'ry task you undertake
Becomes a piece of cake,
A lark, a spree,
It's very clear to see-

That a spoonful of sugar
Helps the medicine go down,
The medicine go down, medicine go down.
Just a spoonful of sugar
Helps the medicine go down,
In a most delightful way!
A robin feathering his nest
Has very little time to rest,
While gathering his bits of twine and twig.
Though quite intent in his pursuit,
He has a merry tune to toot;
He knows a song will move the job along-
For a spoonful of sugar
Helps the medicine go down,
The medicine go down, medicine go down.
Just a spoonful of sugar
Helps the medicine go down,
In a most delightful way!
The honeybees that fetch the nectar from
The flowers to the comb
Never tire of ev'ry buzzing to and fro,
Because they take a little nip
From every flower that they sip
And hence they find their task is not a grind- For a spoonful of sugar
Helps the medicine go down,
The medicine go down, medicine go down.
Just a spoonful of sugar
Helps the medicine go down,
In a most delightful way!





(how sweet)


yc

Cinderella

A dream is a wish your heart makes
When you're fast asleep
In dreams you lose your heartaches
Whatever you wish for, you keep
Have faith in your dreams and someday
Your rainbow will come smiling thru
No matter how your heart is grieving
If you keep on believing
the dream that you wish will come true



(believe in this song,it can bring you through tough moments)



yc

who can.

why~
too many questions on my mind.
i want to never ask why again,
because normally nobody can answer my questions.

i guess i'm tired.
tired of missing you,
praying for you.
hearing about you,
living for you.
worried bout you,
craving for you.

and why.






yc

beam

how wonderful can life get,
when i know you're somewhere.
living a life,
where smiles is constantly by your side.
achievement needs time & patience,
so never get swayed.
decisions is inevitable,
good or bad.
they all mean something,
a thing that will lead to something more.

its okay to not have a hand to hold you through hard times,
you can always resolve that with positivity.
come and go are people,
fulfillment of promises.
reluctance,
frequent.

hang on,
time is precious.
but they can also be strangely unimportant.

prayers,
lead through.
a stable mentality,
an assurance.

its okay to alter plans,
but remember not to forfeit the personality.
do things the way you always do,
mark things with bright high lighter.
enhance a simple doing.

and there's how you make me grin when i think of you.
my bright little angel,
gift from god.











yc

renounce

baby,i know u wanna be with me.
but commitment is hard,
u have friends around.
i know they meant well,
i don't ever want to be your burden.
if only letting things go will raise your spirit,
i will convince the whole world u r not mine.

please,carry on your dream.
i want them as much as you do,
i will definitely do fine.
and don't you even worry,
you r still my one and only.

go ahead and live,
find the girl that will replace me.
i am too far away to share your woes,
incapable,but trying.

my dearest,love and all.

keep going for....
the day to be with you,
be your pillow when u sleep.
the punch bag when you're sad,
the one that will sacrifice everything for you.

i care for you,
but i don't love you anymore.






yc

distractions

today,i turn up at work.
the first day,is always tough.
new friends,new addictions.
when they ask me if i wan weed,i think about you.
when they ask me out,i think about you.
things you don't like is my concern.

just like you wanting me to work hard and experience life,
i will persevere.
for the future i want to share with you,
is distant but not too far away.
young are we,
and hopeful we can be.

an opportunity for me to be perfect to you,
i will grab and hold on to it.
its always nice to know you are by my side,
set my thoughts straight and act on it.

see,you are so dear to me.




yc

charm of simplicity

blood

in life,
its always good to know your have someone out there.
to shelter you from all woes and troubles,
to have the world looking at me with envy.

a bond that will last forever.
sometimes,the simplest thing in life.
is the stuff that will make u smile n laugh the most.
isn't it wonderful??
this love that will never be stolen,
that i know.


my dearest sister,
thanks for everything.



yc

hash

i like it when u call me silly,
i like it when u kisses my forehead.
i like it when u squeeze into my cuddle,
i like it when you lay your head on my back when i am on the computer.
i like it when u chose to lay on my lap,
and hear my gastric juices grumble.
i like it when u insists on kissing my mouth time and again,
i like it when u allow my head to be close to your heart.
i like it when u smile n cover your mouth,
i like it when u gets excited talking about music.
i like it when my mind is giving me trouble and you fret.

i don't like it when u worry too much,
i don't like it when u try to make things straight.
i don't like it when u always try to curb my feelings,
i don't like it when you don't show your love directly.
i don't like it when u want me to chose wisely,
i don't like it when u think low about yourself.
i don't like it when u always think u cannot do better for me,
i don't like it when u reject my efforts to be with you.

i hate the fact that you're rationale,
but i love the fact that you're clear minded about life.

boils down,
i am god dammit into you.






yc

pinned

not good enough for me?
who are you to judge.
i am the ultimate decider,
and you are not convicted.
if you were to compare,
i am at the losing end.
i am not good enough for you either.
not capable enough to be by your side at all times,
no achievements.
you have worked a path out on your own,
and i am only present after you have logged yourself.

you have taught me more than i know myself,
you have successfully awaken me in my dreams of compare and envy.
you have made me realize life isn't all about how people accept me,
but how i deduce myself.
comments no longer affects me,
dreams seem so real.
sacrifice seem so worthwhile,
time become so precious.
i will no longer linger in my mistakes,
aiming to turn things over.

you gave me life again after so many years,
understand love.
embrace people's cruelty to me,
look around,breathe and start over again.
u make me losses grip on the spelling of late,
nothing is ever too late.

togetherness isn't about the time we spent together,
its about finally doing something together in another way.
aims,dreams, awakening.
thanks for giving ,me, the dumb girl a chance to compromise.

thanks on behalf of my family,
these precious little thoughts u infuse in me.





yc

aerial

your words,
sweet little nothings.
spin my head,
sway my mood.
sent my limbs dancing,
got my throat singing.
light my life,
cheer me up.

your smile,
weight more than dollars.
unaffordable,
but you have embedden me with.
light my day,
spray my future.
ripped my tiredness,
blow me away.

your actions,
adrenaline.
cease my pouts,
form my grin.
hugs that warm me up,
kisses that flush away my woes.
sending music into my stream,
nodding with agreement.
brave challenges,
weave stability.

look into the vast blue sky,
bath in the pouring rain.
love,like nature.
harbour within its magical powers,
to appreciate or detest,
to smile or to cry.

do you understand?
why after all the rational talking,
i still chose to be committed to you from far.
i crave for no returns,
for your care is more than i can ask for.

you boil me up.



yc

sanguineness

if i give you my heart,
will you promise to treasure it.
can you hold on to it tight,
never let it slip through your fingers.
i have chose to believe in you after all the betrayal,
i hope you are different from him.
to shallow the fence that i have set up,
faithfully guarded.
generously yours,
this wounded heart.

i know the effort you have gone through to ease my mind,
the steps you have taken to protect me.
but despite that,
i have stubbornly chose to stick with you.
to never care how people may judge me,
to hide my passion deep.

you are my kite,
distant,but still within grasp.
strings glossed with glass powder,
minor cuts,but bearable.
to see you soar,
is my pride.
i will constantly remind myself,
its okay if we couldn't last.
the very least,
i saw you trying.
actions that touches my heart,
there is no denial.

this very unhealthy relationship,
is in fact doing my body good.
lets aim together for the rainbow after the rain,
lets do it.




yc

all you ever need is love

nothing's going to change your world,
its not supposed to be altered.
how would i bear to see it disrupted by my interference,
i would do anything to see u wander in your own success.
if my love can touch you,
i wouldn't mind being alone.
if your are going to get worn because of me,
i'll rather u live against me.
tiredness and loneliness,
i will learn to cope.
but promise me,
whenever u feel down,
take my shoulder,borrow my ear.

today i may feel down,
but i know someday u will rise.
although i couldn't control my emotions well,
but my mind is still functioning based on your interest.
should have claimed me stupid,
but there's nothing you see that can't be done.
that's my belief,
your relief.

all you need is love,
so don't let that alone moments get on you.
distant,
but i will supply till one day u reject.
till one day u find the very girl that pound your heart harder than me,
i will stay put in my position.
this,unconditional output.
all i need is support,
as long as you don't shove me aside.
and fret not about not being by my side,
all i need is the most fundamental soul food.
i will take things in my stride,
to reduce your worries about me.
baby,thanks for missing me.
i like the fact that you are not good with words,
it paints a clearer picture.





yc

Sarah McLachlan - I Will Remember You

I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Dont let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories

Remember the good times that we had?
I let them slip away from us when things got bad
How clearly I first saw you smilin in the sun
Wanna feel your warmth upon me, I wanna be the one

I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Dont let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories

Im so tired but I cant sleep
Standin on the edge of something much too deep
Its funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word
We are screaming inside, but we cant be heard

But I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Dont let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories

Im so afraid to love you, but more afraid to loose
Clinging to a past that doesnt let me choose
Once there was a darkness, deep and endless night
You gave me everything you had, oh you gave me light



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yc

Sarah McLachlan - Angel

Spend all your time waiting
For that second chance
For a break that would make it okay
Theres always one reason
To feel not good enough
And its hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
Oh beautiful release
Memory seeps from my veins
Let me be empty
And weightless and maybe
Ill find some peace tonight

In the arms of an angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort there

So tired of the straight line
And everywhere you turn
There's vultures and thieves at your back
And the storm keeps on twisting
You keep on building the lie
That you make up for all that you lack
It dont make no difference
Escaping one last time
Its easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
This glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

In the arms of an angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort there
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here




yc

ABBA - The Winner Takes it all

I dont wanna talk
About the things we've gone through
Though its hurting me
Now its history
Ive played all my cards
And thats what you've done too
Nothing more to say
No more ace to play

The winner takes it all
The loser standing small
Beside the victory
Thats her destiny

I was in your arms
Thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense
Building me a fence
Building me a home
Thinking Id be strong there
But I was a fool
Playing by the rules

The gods may throw a dice
Their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear
The winner takes it all
The loser has to fall
Its simple and its plain
Why should I complain.

But tell me does she kiss
Like I used to kiss you?
Does it feel the same
When she calls your name?
Somewhere deep inside
You must know I miss you
But what can I say
Rules must be obeyed

The judges will decide
The likes of me abide
Spectators of the show
Always staying low
The game is on again
A lover or a friend
A big thing or a small
The winner takes it all

I dont wanna talk
If it makes you feel sad
And I understand
You've come to shake my hand
I apologize
If it makes you feel bad
Seeing me so tense
No self-confidence
But you see
The winner takes it all
The winner takes it all......


yc