my dog..KIKO!

my mum's words

from tremble,i calmed.
my mum made me feel how fortunate i m to b livin in their loves,
livin in love of those who dotes me,those who appreciates me.
'he' is insecured within,
thus his actions to protect himself is striaght.
he wants attention,he wants security.
i may hav infringed into his protected boundaries causing him to enrage.
blowing up,with no stable hormones within.
his actions may frightened me,frighten her.
she muz hav courage to walk out.n i need care to lead me.
my mum's words make me understand him,
i shall harbour no sympathy to him.
all i do now is to self protect,
the volcano may erupt anytime.
i dun wan to b the villagers by the hill.
mummy,confusing i may still b now.
so may i wake up tml,n understand the reasoning within him.
god bless he,
god bless everyone.

yc

'he'

in the middle of the time,
'he' whom i dun know well, sent me a msg to control my freedom of speech.
how come?how come?
her words,his words,my words...
are all meant for improvements,
why do 'he' hav to block out the negative which could make him become positive?
i wonder,i wonder why.
in this world of democracy,'he' yet again control.
frightened he has made my fren the other time,now,he wants me bow to his words.
thought i may hav done him wrong,but why hasn't he reflect?
people get along in fun n harmony,
he sits by the side with no attention.
pity r shown,when 'he' needs,words of sympathy by my considerate fren...
how i admire u,the courage to shield,the thinking to lead.
here,i sincere hope god bless u well.
bless u with everything u want.
whatever u aim in mind,get it in peace...
peace to urself,peace to others.
laughters,shivers...


yc

sisterhood

the memories that make me smile,
the lost in contact makes me ache.
i'm now in wonderland,wondering where's my friends.
how come we r lost in the practical world,
the busy lifes,the financial restriction,
we r pulled apart.
where's the laughter we use to share?
where's the tea tat bonds us?
i miss u gals so much,scattered we are.
should one day we get to b together again..
i'll cry,i'll hug...
i wan u gals to know i still care.
thought i'm always in a loss,always so unsincere.
trust me,i wan the life we had back.
stubborn i hav always been,they may b a hinder to our bond.
here,in words,i apologise...
christina-my twin alike friend,that walks the path of rebel with me,accompanying me throught the love i dwell in too much.
joan-the strong n straightforward friend tat holds no hypocrite in her dictionary in her character.we r so near yet so far apart.
shuhua-the friend i dote so much,but she has her life in sch,a new grp of friends.No!i will try to hold no envy to the other fortunates tat hav u in their lives.
ohh...so sad i m now.
i cry when i'm thinkin of my past with u gals.
sisterhood...i will nvr forget,all will nvr get out of my mind,out of my life.
may god bless all of u,bless my life will pass smoothly...
sisters..my sisters..i miss u so!

my life

in a world of crossroads,i hav to chose.
though i hav no car,no horse to lead my way.
i chose to use the things u left me to search for a future myself.
very unpractical u may say,but i wan smile n happiness.
i know i will let u down if i pursue anything unwillingly.
my life is in a mess...constantly in a mess...
i harbour no thoughts for my future,i wanna b in dreams.
oh dear,oh lord...
i'm missing n lost in my own world...
n i know tat!but why?!why cant i find my way out...
do i really wanna find the way out?
or i juz dunwanna find the way out?!
fret...fretting i am,
where'e my missing puzzle?
do anyone know...


yc

love

love is a mood,
love is my mood.
love is a habit,
he left me his habit.
love is memory,
our memory.
love is my onion,
the onion tat makes me tear.
u are my smile,
the laughter tat calm my heart.
tanx for givin all these.
thought they r sweet pains...but i like the touch..



yc