my life

in a world of crossroads,i hav to chose.
though i hav no car,no horse to lead my way.
i chose to use the things u left me to search for a future myself.
very unpractical u may say,but i wan smile n happiness.
i know i will let u down if i pursue anything unwillingly.
my life is in a mess...constantly in a mess...
i harbour no thoughts for my future,i wanna b in dreams.
oh dear,oh lord...
i'm missing n lost in my own world...
n i know tat!but why?!why cant i find my way out...
do i really wanna find the way out?
or i juz dunwanna find the way out?!
fret...fretting i am,
where'e my missing puzzle?
do anyone know...


yc