Hello little miss weakling

I had lost myself in a relationship, I envy people you, all whom have someone to embrace your momentum. I, as a girl, is dwelled in a relationship where I cannot show anger. I wonder why, but I solve the mystery. I looked upon the vast blue sky, saw birds fly high... my mind soaring blind. I breathe, but my soul no longer believe. I no longer am hopeful... I had chose to just live like this, be his bliss. I want to be the reason he's happy. But what am I?, Hello...little Miss Weakling. yc