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Monday, September 13, 2010

Music


if they say Music is equivalent to soul,
then may i ask,what is good music.

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the ability to sway my spirit,
in music,one moment i felt the grace.
the next,my brain became the sculptor.
my thoughts became a fantasy,it visualized into an image and a place.
Music,the ability to make me dream.
Music, compounds my desire.
Music,it sort of understand completely.
Music,reflects on my brain...a truth,an image.

pathetic love songs digs into my wound,
but for the pain it rains on me.
it is,also, music that tends to heal me.
every festive and joyous moods is accompanied with its relevant music.
it holds blessing within the rhythm and lyrics.

in music,we find Love.
decent Love.
the sensation of listening to the music your heart fancy harbors no particular explainable reason.

to love,
to live,holds no particular reason.
we try,then we've tried.
But are we really happy basking in this life we're leading?
the real life?,reality.

And maybe that's why music has always been part of the living things.

Music,is eden.





yc

Tuesday, September 07, 2010

Fear


Fear,
i have no idea what i'm worried about.
somehow,
i have this negativity that life is going to pull me down.
i will not be traveling along a smooth road in life,
i will be exposed to gravel roads,storms,winds.

every little thing will come tumbling down,
on me.
i wish,i prayed.
but this feeling of intertwined intestines that sets uneasiness to my heart,
the complications triggers a cold-wrenching feeling to my abandoned heart.

Because i lost you?
because you were part of my plan and now things have changed.
Because i am now alone,
because fear is equivalent to evil.
it creeps on you slowly,softly,clueless.
it climbs onto your smile and drench it with blood of vengeance.
It tarnishes belief and faith.

shadowed with fear am I now.
Fear of what is in front of me that i must face,
Fear of making more choices in life.
I'm in a spiral,just going and going.

And did it ever cross your mind?!
Why, it is that i am in fear?.






yc