The thing that took your breath away

"When you are in Love you can't fall asleep because reality is better than your dreams."
Dr Seuss

When you think you have lost it,but you retrieve it again. Then you ponder and queries...i think you have found the right guy.
YC

We were given: Two hands to hold. To legs to walk. Two eyes to see. Two ears to listen. But why only one heart? Because the other was given to someone else. For us to find.
Unknown

Love is as much of an object as an obsession, everybody wants it, everybody seeks it, but few ever achieve it, those who do will cherish it, be lost in it, and among all, never... never forget it.
Curtis Judalet

A wise girl kisses but doesn't love, listens but doesnt believe, and leaves before she is left.
Marilyn Monroe

Two lives, two hearts joined together in friendship united forever in love.
Anonymous

I dont know why they call it heartbreak. It feels like every part of my body is broken too.
Chloe Woodward


Love is blind -- marriage is the eye-opener.
Pauline Thomason


If God is the DJ, then Life is the dance floor; Love is the rhythm, and You are the music.
P!nk

The spaces between your fingers were created so that another's could fill them in.
UNKNOWN

True love never dies, even if you have found a new love, the sweet memory of the past will continue to hunt you for the rest of your life.
Jeffrey

A woman has got to love a bad man once or twice in her life to be thankful for a good one.
Mae West





YC

Publicize

an outgoing child,
a fancy for privacy.
a simpler girl,
the loudness to declare.

2 sisters bind together,
each has asked for its preference.
to wind up hurt and speechless,
to constant implicate more complications in everything simple.

what seems the closest,
is actually the ones faltered.

my apologies,
should have worn your shoes,
and deduce.




yc

PROUD

A proud man is always looking down on things and people;
and,of course,as long as you're looking,
you cant see something that's above you.

C.S Lewis

C.O.C.V.

it is words that you have spoken,
conversations we have shared.

i remember you told me you dont like my name using my initials,
you told me it sounds very fake.
you told me you hate people putting up a front,
i felt...like you were talking about me,because indeed i am a girl always putting up a front for everyone.
i hope,i can gain recognition.
but exactly the same seconds,i lost you.
lost the laughter we used to share.

how come,i always wonder.
that we have drifted so far apart.
how come,when others can do it.
we failed.
distance?thinking?
i guess you're really tired,
i acknowledge,now, that i was too dependant on you.
i rely on you for too many things,
and i thought the freindship would return all my debt.
saint,but you are still a living human,
breathing in air,normal,like everyone.

yet,to rise,
i became selfish,i inhabit negative addictions.
i refresh my character too many times,
that,eventually, i too loathe myself.

you cannot stagnent your life to accompany me,
i chose to leave.
you carry on your life,your responsibilities to your family.

years have passed,
i came to realize.
as we grow up,maybe our relationship will be lifted to another level.
when we are independant,when we are both floating on the same cloud.

it is still not the correct moment yet,
but the thought,itself, already aches my heart.
i made a blunder,
i escaped and all my friends need to take the rap for me.

behind my smile,
there is a thread of remorse,everytime.
i have crumbled many things up...

and i think its time i bake the pie,get the ingredients right.
can i hug you ever again?
can i not look into our photo album alone again.

i miss you,my friend.




yc

All Seasons

when a lot of things is done,
and a lot of money is gone.
its time to hope,
and work extra hard,
so i don't fail.

everyone wants to see me sail,
their love decline my chance to be de-railed.
i with held patience,
i must stand the waiting.

life ain't like movies or dramas,
witnessing is not just about anticipation.
as life is constantly processing,
its faulty decisions or quality makers.

though i am lost and miniature,
i understand the standard theory of not failing.
and thus,theoretically,i would not.
grinning,i remember all my friends and family.

i know,i have the best around me.
and to try to be the best,for them, i will.





yc

picking up

learn,to put things down.
also,learn to pick them up.
despite the fact that some of the shattered glass may split the skin.

i am talking about love,
and how it always fool people.
to constantly believe,
stay captive to this wild feeling.

its my bleeding wonderland.


yc

Loft

no office for me,
i need the working space.
the room filled items of my liking,
the room i won't feel tired in it.
the place where i long to stay than dread.

i once heard before,
to love your life,you must learn to love art.

art comes in various forms,
music,pictures,food,lyrics,drawing...
too many to even name.

let's all be sensual and recover any of our favorites.
lets all head to the bookstore and pick any reads that cover our side of art.

magazines that always produce us with so many various answers and unknown questions.





yc

performance

on work,
i am not moving.
but mentally,
i must not stop thinking.
i must make full use of my seconds,
to constant evaluate,
and produce.

every barrier and difficulties that i encounter,
i must take it in my stride.
help,
little brain of mine.
make actions workable,
prove me my theory.

i control my every sigh.
i must scrap all these discouraging actions,
its a process,i must behold.

i do not dwell on yesterday.
thus i dash towards tomorrow.


yc

Journey By Corrine May

It's a long long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you

Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong

I know I will falter
I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long long journey
And I need to be close to you

Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why
I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through

Cause it's a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on Calvary
Beneath those stormy skies

When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feels like everything is out to make me lose control
Cause it's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you
To you

years

As i debate my future with current establishment,
i find a dim light,which is actually quite bright a shine beyond.
I can't conclude on any matters that will occur to me in few years time,
but i will not worry ,too, if i know my heart is bend on something.
my sight is all set up.

deep within me,
i always believe its not too late to do anything nor too late to feel regretful.
because normally upon the power of the mega universe lies the combination of three important factors.
time,people & effort,
the lack of either one will only lead one in circles.
no point.
so i believe and always bear in mind,
that waiting is okay.
that the moment will eventually come.

every meager experience is weight a thousand tonnes,
every mistake we commit is a new lesson learnt,
a new character built.
you learn to be more humble,you learn to stand by your own belief.
anything can go wasted,but not experiences in life.
because,like love...it embodies into your mind.
it,now, became part of your life,
a random chat with a friend.

Someday,i will be better.
but i won't hectic myself with hopes and expectations.

with a mellow and soft heart,
i will step up to a greater platform to perform.

Patience,myself.
to the best of me.
To sustaining a optimistic mind,
to trust my thinking forever.
to be independant,
to be willful.

to be me.




yc

Me & You, Ourselves

when one question ourselves,
we have crushed our mind with the abuse of trust.
if one cannot trust itself and believe,
then there is no use in external help.

there is no greater healer than our own soul,
no greater barrier than our heart.
to greater actions than our decisions,
no greater happiness than our laughter.

we do not let down ourselves by being the bull dozer our own.

if loving others make you happier,
you love others.
if loving yourself makes you jollier,
then you love yourself.

there is no better community than those brim over by immense LOVE.


yc

Mummy Nature

in the world of corals,
it lies smple living values.
to breathe, and grow into ornaments of the sea, that wows the world.

the evolvement of corals astonish humans,
the years they've been on earth.
beautiful,historical,
but weak and fragile.

mother nature created her set of livings,
hoping to educate humans.
the values of the sea, the forests.
sometimes, we need to read more into it.
how little insects teach us of faith,
how corals reflect the contra of a wander mind.

everything is intertwined,
fair and square.
but humans have greed,
there is no greed in nature.
humans compare,
compare leads to bold achievements.
comparation leads to evil,
leads to negativity.

Wildlife never do these,
they just learn and live.
love and sleep.
kill and eat.
they don't waste,they don't over do.

let's sleep with sweet thoughts,
live with sweet smiles,
eat with sweet people.
appreciate and hugs.
let's love ourselves.
i love myself.



yc