Meddling

how can i release this.

i came to acknowledge.
this fact,
that making friends with dark forces on the opposite side,
makes one braver.

evil is a shadow,
our direct duplicate.
only it is darker,
it has no eyes to hurt by sight,
he uses our's.
no ears to hear & know,
he let us listen & digest it for us.
no mouth to kiss and speak,
he knew humans yearn for kisses,
he knew our lips will hurt ourselves.

you thought light would have diminished him.
but it stays with strength,
you cant shake it off.

and how many could bear to split with him.
little by little,
you will enjoy its presence.
how it loyally turns up everytime.
evil is calamity,
evil,its familiarity.

sunlight is his ally.
devil doesn't just prevails in darkness.

Bravery

like a devil you appear in my life,
showering me with an evilness.
that i am afraid of,
my mended heart.
its success in me,
treated with tme & strength.

why must you,
why must you engulf me with so much love,
not realizing how intimidatig it was.
not realizing how much courage you have forced out of me.

i smile,
yet i fear.
should 1 day u left me like them,
how am i suppose to stand up again.

a simple breeze you are,
so warm,
i sense it every moment.

life,
never treated me fair.
i,
have this sad belief.

i am not a strong girl,
i never was.

to me,
love was never kind.
it shook me off my strong feet,
so many times.
i am reluctant to kneel again.

hence,
did you see how much i have handed you when i took your hand.

and do you know,
how important a responsibility is entrusted to you.

are you 100% sure,
this is what you truely want to protect?

and i am sure,
i had bared my heart to your disposal.

no assurance,
a decision.

my outcome?
my tears.





yc

Infestation

I woke up ,

to find my religious soul flown away,

empty shelled.

i look into the mirror,

hollow eyed.

viciously looking at me is this world.

poisoned,

am the ticking time wasting away,

every second melts away.

while i serenade in my living corpse.

this very moment,

i dumbfound at my detest for living.

i tried to contain my breathe within,

till my heart retaliate against my action of reverse.

what had happened to me,

in this cloudy morning.

i seem to be enclosed by this evil,

atrociously pleasant,

mischief bound within misery.

i cant spell what i am going through.

there is no tears,

no temper stomping my heart.

i chose ...

to lay back onto my bed again.

i switch off the lights,

reach for my cigerette , i lit those devilish flames, babarity.

and I let this offensive villain corrupt me.

maybe after all...

i dont need GOD.







yc