cruelty of misinterpretation.

the heart rending moments of misunderstanding,
leading to a foul relation.
ever wondered why ppl quarrel?
because their hearts are bared to self.
refusal to think in option persepective,
the denial to facts.
simple matters of character,
trigger ur angered emotions.
true itself life has acceptance.
yet bear in mind the simplicity of actions.

colouring ignorance with unacceptable wordings,
a knife transparent,sharp,
scarring an innocent soul.
maybe stepping back,thinking for awhile,
may do u good.

why give ppl a reason to look down on u,
with all your actions of kinder.
like a mirror,
actions reflect.

sense a despise?
never discolour a beautiful painting.
for its a sin none want to commit.

her smiles

beautifully engraved.
the pleasures of smiling.
the presence of direct emotions.

chirpy conversations,
voices so elated.
friendship,
so precious.



yc

food

candies,fries....
all the addictions to the moving mouth,
munching teeths.
the piling weight,
a strenuos thought.
a bother.
the guilt after effect.
the disgust in the mirror,
the envy to the smaller.

perseverence,
the instant reject.
a happier moment,
a prouder future.
decreasing worries of meeting others.
the lacerating effect of eating.
hate,love.

in the environment where only the pretty were blessed with love.
its agonizing to put on weight.
happiness is so simple,yet complicated.
self-discipline.
perseverance.

block the bullshit of self deluding.
skinny is a must.
isn't it?!










yc

let down,in control

today,i have awaken thinking its juz another day.
thinkin the sun is still shining bright for me.
then,i found out how out of system am my life.
so hard i hav tried to conceive myself,
shield my thoughts.
to know they are fake occurance.
today,i realise life and self-discipline are so related.
one job not done well,
the related are failure too.
i sense the sense of guilt.
how can i shelter unreasonable actions with excuses.
how my brain hav evolved into this machine so self deceiving.
beautifully i can dress,yet shallow am the soul.
lost,living in a world of its own.

god's blessing,
he's by my side.
leading me,trying hard to pull me back.
i understand now how everything works.
fallen into the hands of evil yet again.
i have never walk out of the failure of losing him,
lose...forever i will not be.
every success will tilt my head upwards,
smile with proud.
snobbish must my soul be in future to the reality.
he's gone,forever.
he's here,for the moment..
with his aid,i will fly.
i must flap my wings hard.

i wun be a let down again.
never,i control myself.
goodbye,yc of bewilderness.
yc...make urself someone ppl look up to.
yc...
ur life is within ur hands,
no one can help,on one will...






yc

remember-Anna Camp

REMEMBER

Remember when your best friend said "thank you",
For then the worlds pain seemed worth while.
Remember when a new life is born,
That Miracles still exist, even if they happen every day.
Remember when the sun rises,
That every new day starts clean.
Remember when the wind blows,
that you have been sheltered, even if you are not now.
Remember when the world weights down on you
That you have had a friend in me.
Remember when you're away from home,
That your parents loved you enough to ground you.
Remember when the world seems black,
That there is always a light from God.
Remember when the truth hurts,
That truth comes from God, and God heals.
Remember when you're in pain,
That it will not last.
Remember how good it feels when the pain is gone,
And you've endured it.
Remember when you're alone,
You have had people pray for you,
And that I pray for you.
Remember when you're in love,
That pain will come also.
Remember that love is worth the pain,
And that friendship is love.
Remember that you're alive,
And that other's love you for it.
Remember because you are my friend.
Remember all these things,
For when we remember,
We loose out pride,
And anger,
And pain,
And selfishness,
And are left with love
And forgiveness.
To Remember is to heal, to heal is to find and feel peace...
And there is no greater feeling or reward.

Anne Camp



not by yc..
but this poem touched my heart,hence i post.


acknowledgement to Anne Camp.