Fear

Fear,
i have no idea what i'm worried about.
somehow,
i have this negativity that life is going to pull me down.
i will not be traveling along a smooth road in life,
i will be exposed to gravel roads,storms,winds.

every little thing will come tumbling down,
on me.
i wish,i prayed.
but this feeling of intertwined intestines that sets uneasiness to my heart,
the complications triggers a cold-wrenching feeling to my abandoned heart.

Because i lost you?
because you were part of my plan and now things have changed.
Because i am now alone,
because fear is equivalent to evil.
it creeps on you slowly,softly,clueless.
it climbs onto your smile and drench it with blood of vengeance.
It tarnishes belief and faith.

shadowed with fear am I now.
Fear of what is in front of me that i must face,
Fear of making more choices in life.
I'm in a spiral,just going and going.

And did it ever cross your mind?!
Why, it is that i am in fear?.






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