Strong

Strong
A word I didn't know the meaning of
Not until you held me in your arms
Not until I felt your breath on my face
And the beat of your heart in my ear

Strong
A word that had no meaning
'Til I saw the mask you wear shatter
And for once I saw the person that was inside
A person with weakness but so much more strength

Strong
A word without meaning
Until you wiped away my tears
Until you let me cry as you held me tight
Until I sobbed into your =fallenpoeticlover
You are my strengthchest only to have you pull me back together

Strongby
You are my power
You are my weakness
You are my everything

For you I will be strong


By fallenpoeticlover.


Reminds me of him whom discarded me.


yc

bestir,obsecrate...

lurking around the boundaries of thoughts,
i find myself lost.
To the power of cash,
to the limitations of unhappiness.
Things ain't going well,
i hate myself.
I'm lost in so many aspects,
like spilled water,
unretrievable.

Save up again,
i plan to charge.
Running everywhere,
i failed.
clueless is a road with too much intersections.

Acquisiting my wonerland.
Re-evaluating my time.
Juggling thoughts among romance,
persevering the loneliness.

up i am,
now i think.
the song links,
i blink,
wake up and run back.
i fetch my freesom and joy.

My smile will evolve,
i try to harbour confidence.
again if i fail,
i have nothing.

i wan my tears to mark up.

Fruition.







yc

girl vs food vs determination

how pathetic can a female gets.
shiver when food looms,
because the hunger lingers.
Trying to defend the thought,
yet weak she succumb.

she loves it when clothing gets loose,
she dig when her size builds.
How fucking miserable can her life be.
Images of anorexic celebrities,
views of happy personal munching.
the effort to put off her habits,
the longing for work-outs.
that's her life,
how they run.

targeted dreams nvr achieved.
the food is haunting her personality.
theorotically understandable,
actions reflects.
She diverts her attention,
leading to failure.
A guilt she atmosphered.

Vulgar...





yc

LSH

she's so sweet,
such pleasant personality.
time's strutting us apart,
i hope she's doing fine.
I long to see her face,
the skin to hug her in my arms.
She helps when i need,
she forgive my selfishness to freedom.
She accpet my missing,
she bear the friendship.
Whatever we have went through,
bonds us unknowingly.
no friends can replace her,
their presence reminds me of her.
Such a sweetheart from within,
so glad god has blessed her by prayers.
I miss her so,
yet i cant meet her.
Fucking life,
my busy life.
Her hectic schedule,
my concerns.
Hua ah hua..
Leong Shu Hua.




yc

waiting

yesterday,i dreamt of.
all the happiness surrounding me.
became invisible.
my heart is wandering in dark,
blind am the eye of heart.

i thank god for giving me the chance in my life,
to be able to love you before,
embraced by your warmth before.
this history will forever stay,
its a blessing to me.
when misses hog,
this are the thoughts that comforts me.

i still remember how u smile,
how your friends can create the wonder within you.
How i'm able to be by your side looking at you.
the silly look of yours,
my foolishness in love.
sweet as perceived by,
who can ask for more.

I Love You,
simple 3 wordings.
Yet it has been hidden since u left me.
i have wanted to say to someone more eligible,
yet your face reflects them,
i cant say it.
i'm forgoing good chances for the stupidity i harbour from you.
smile i will,tear i will.

idiotic,i'm such an idiot.
i must be mad,
you will never know how influensive you are to me.

a friend,to my lover...
to my belief,to my awaiting.





yc

bete noire

again,girls are gorging.
then they're complaining.
lately they're wondering,
why are their jeans tightening,
then they ending hating.
hating the mirror that reflects the truth,or their mind wandering.
they waist looks deformed,
the face looks plump.
now they're re-tracking,listing everything they've eaten.
anger blossoms,
weird mind swirls.
they unseenable weight,
the clean plate.

soon,
the plates are filled,
comes the bill.
hatred to food.
loving the lemons.
acidity looks beautiful,

bones,attractiveness...
no more mocking from males,
only pleading to eat.

wonderful sensation.
n how can that prevails?
when accessible is the food.
everywhere.




yc

HOME

Home,the place of acceptance.
the outlet to true emotions.
The place u sleep with immense comfort.
The hours that fly,the people you love.

Embracing every tough and good moments.
Undertanind,accepting.
Willingly forgo,
helping in need.

Missing when gone,
hugging when seen.
protruding an example,
leading the aim in life.
hearing compliments,accepting comments.
bearing and understanding.

happily,living th days.
Home is when one retreat when we're tired.
flaunting every detail of it.

I live proudly by my family,
the home my parents built.
any bully won't get to me.
any negativity will not tear me down.
no one is more blessed than me to get birth in this love.
i love my sis,
i love my father,
i love my mother,
i love my brother,
i love my family.

This home keeps me at ease.
even when i'm hurt...
i get my strength.





yc

definition

loving someone,is when you're drunk,u think about him.
when life gets tough,u wonder how he's doing.
when happy moments surrounds,u wish he's feeling the same.
when u hear songs of live,u wish u're mumbling it to him in his sleep.

enjoying a good cup of latte,u wanna share with him.
when u put on weight,u worry bout his thoughts.
whatever u do,u wish to do him proud.

moments of desire,u cry.
then u self-harm,then u stroll.
endless definition.
unknown.
rainy weather dampen the mood.
rain and tears merge,
warming the face in cold.
makes u wonder the future.

sad stories and dramas link u to him.
fantasizing the moment with him.
aching when he tears for anyone.
witholding the feelings for him,feign ignorance n happiness.

how pathetic,
how imaginative.
how sad,
how happy is the feelings of sadness.







yc