definition

loving someone,is when you're drunk,u think about him.
when life gets tough,u wonder how he's doing.
when happy moments surrounds,u wish he's feeling the same.
when u hear songs of live,u wish u're mumbling it to him in his sleep.

enjoying a good cup of latte,u wanna share with him.
when u put on weight,u worry bout his thoughts.
whatever u do,u wish to do him proud.

moments of desire,u cry.
then u self-harm,then u stroll.
endless definition.
unknown.
rainy weather dampen the mood.
rain and tears merge,
warming the face in cold.
makes u wonder the future.

sad stories and dramas link u to him.
fantasizing the moment with him.
aching when he tears for anyone.
witholding the feelings for him,feign ignorance n happiness.

how pathetic,
how imaginative.
how sad,
how happy is the feelings of sadness.







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