the will that fails me

sunlight pricking on my eyes,
music running through my ears.
looking for a distraction,
to bring my useless brain back.
acoiding the images of couples,
shielding your face in my thoughts.
lyrics that touch my heart,
thumping is the heartbeat.

looking down on my wrist,
the scars i left for you.
fucking not of use.
the hurt is still thr,
so raw,so real.

i miss you so much,
places that rakes the memories will be avoided.
my courage to take the emotions is intimidated.
lips craving for yours.




yc