Recline

in an event i would have never thought.
on the spur of a moment,
i gush out with an abundant amount of words racing through my head.
i did not take the moment to note it down,
but i'll try now.

over all these years,
i've been walking floaty.
a sense of insecurity, also a sense of confinement.
i'm being really naughty, but good enough.
i cry to quench my surge of emotions,
i kept an image of wonder.
as i sneak into a moment of uncertainty,
i knew there would never be an answer.

a never end to my queries,
a never end to my insecurities.

i tried to hide,
but i absorb reactions.
everything that matters.

i will never grow out of it.
i know.




yc