escarpment

you embrace me with such strength,
my head tilted back.

my eyes swelled.
tears collected swiftly flows,
creating a stream down my cheek.

it is this moment,
i knew its okay to be weak.
and it is also this moment,
i have to be strong...

i recite to myself,
the fact, that one day ,you might leave me.

and if you really do,
i knew i would not have been killed that instantly.

i am sorry if i chose not to trust you,
but it is safer within my boundaries.

for all the frightening shiver i had survived,
for all the scars sinked into my heart & soul....

for all those experiences...
i will not trust you,
forgive me so.






yc