kept

I still remember,
remember how you told me i need to be strong.

i still remember,
how i nod and ran off.
the chill purging within,
the cold in the scorching son.
the warm tears, that failed to stop my shiver.
my trembling lips that failed to calm my gritting teeth.

today,
i am all alone.
and i can still vividly remember how i kneel to the corner of the wall,
the solid shoulder that i chose to lean on,the wall that holds my tilted head.
the skirt that was wet by my tears.

today,
i am still alone.
and i cried again.




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