factuality

a girl,
when it comes to love.
should she go for the one she loves,
or the one that loves her.
with flaws embedden,
is there anymore people that will accept her for who she is?
the strong belief of feelings,
is straining her in all her decisions when it comes to love.
should she be dependent upon others,
or live life strong,
wait in patience.
wounds she have suffered,
is making her so hard to love again.
with no more hope in love,
she,must, now make sure she's happy.
she wants to be protected,
she want someone that will be at her beck of call.
fetches her to events she loves,
images she portray to others that is perfect.

she felt hollowness,
she felt something is wrong.
she finally sense some correctness in relationship,
she's so rational.
too rational.
maybe she should wait,
wait longer...

but how long?
she wonders.
should she correct the situation before its too late?
does movies and dramas come true?
so many questions,
no answers.

just strings and strings of thoughts...
thoughts that were overshadowed,
or truth...

nobody knows,
not even her.

not even her...




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