equivocality

how can your life be pathetic,
when mine is still struggling.
reasons you have supplied,
has multiplied my loss for words.
how dare you claim pieces,
when u're the crasher.

you should,
subsidize everything i have given u,
with thoughts that should be powerful.
with proudness within.
show the world your will,
the power to capture empty hearts.
how u manage to fill them,
then discard.
at ease.

i am strong,
as u have presumed.
but u'll never know how hard i've tried,
to hide,to defend wat u hav always wanted.

grace to your soul,
grace to my relentless.







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