balderdash

i have this fear within me,
that history will weigh on me forever.
my legs were moving,
but the stagnency prevails.
taunting me day and night is you.

i blabber about how i don't miss you,
i admit i'm lying.
you're everything to me,
i pray that my dream is you.
all about you,
just you,and me.
i need to renew my day with you,
new fantasies of us.



yc