Mixture

as water splashes into my face,
and water dropping away.

i became lost,
in the pairing of tear drops & rain.

disappointment,
in myself,the heart.
my heart.
the lonely heart,
the proud heart.
the feigning heart,
the corrupted heart.
the thumping heart,
the desperate heart.

as people grow wiser with age,
me am too.
nevertheless,
as i have growth to become smarter.
my egoistic advances too.
i always thought i knew,
always assume that we hold common mentality.
but i was terribly wrong,
how could I.

okay, wrong man.
another wrong love.

and,
why cant they just love me?






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