Family

when a girl is at home,
she does not feign,no barriers,no defence.
which in most of the cases,
she react directly to every emotion that streams through her nerves.

the voice tone,the eye contact.
genuine and sharp,
hurting people that she loves most in the most natural way.
and i think that is why she always lands herself in momentary trouble.

i love my family,
i love my siblings.
and i'm apologetic if anything i do directly hurt anyone's feelings.

i always probe,
how come i have more patience for my friends than to my family when i know they will be there whenever whatever happens.

maybe that's the disection of the word, family.
when your're in this confortable zone without woes and worries.

you know there will be minimal consequence,
you deem as they will understand.
but you forgot the part where they,too, have a brain themselves that creates another set of thinking that may conflict with yours.

they care,
but if you don't allow the time to share.
all becomes worries,
that will inflict on you.
then you melt down your patience,which have been exploited by the society.

try to understand more,
read more, love more.

a sorry heals my family easily,
my smile warms them up.
and that is how easy a way to resolve,
and it only happens to your family members.
they don't talk behind your back,
they don't request for help that will benefit them.

they just love you,
as who you are.
and this love is not a burden,
its a gift from god.
treasure from well within.

never take it for granted,
because when their soul is tired.
you get affected too,
its a telepathy that only circles around the family.

i am blessed,and i know.





yc