consternation

i have frozen my tear to stop it from falling,
for pretending not to be hurt about something.
no one can stop my heart from bleeding,
but I know you can give me your's to keep me living.
too demanding,
this isn't how things should work.
if i take your heart away,
maybe someone else somewhere will be in the same plight as me.
worse,
this organ is already taken,and still not vacant.

my very tired eyes,
i need a nap.
a halt to my strained brain,
that has filtered too much thoughts.
staring blankly,
eyes with options.




yc