metamorphose

a tickly feeling raving through my bloodstream,
looking forward,and i wonder.
how everyone lives a different life,
how different food pleases different mouth.
i have always known envy was an evil,
but sometimes it just gets so hard.
jealousy,comparing,hoping,wishing.
all these are thoughts that can turn into a future,
a force to plan,a will to succeed.
a choice to make,a decision.

men should learn to remodel bad feelings,
embrace the yearn.
even unhappiness is memorable,
they somehow makes us cherish our smile n laughter more.

its because i have learned to stop asking for too much,
now i see my bliss clearly.
problems will cease eventually,
that i believe,as long as someone is beside.
i believe,at the very least.


yc