da valentine

i really hate valentine's day.
this is the day where every visual sends me into envy,
yet i couldn't bring myself to exit my house with someone.
someone that doesn't expedite my heart,
someone i cant look into the eye.

i think that's how my 14th of feb will go for the next few years,
i have so much insecurities about men.
i don't have confidence in their words,
i don't trust their actions.

this world is cruel to me,
she don't shower me with love.
i just don't understand,
when have i became a toy to every boy.

yeah...
maybe i only have myself to blame for that.


yc