Bloooosh..~

how amazing and immaculately crafted am the life of a human.
a moment,
you are on top of the world.
cheery with zero worries,
and suddenly you're dropped so low.
hopeless and desperately grasping a ray of light,
hoping it'll save your wander soul.

sunk into tiredness to want to feel the embrace of emotion,
sleep it through,caffeine it out.
so the head will not ponder on the dreadful thoughts.

yet,of all these,the most frightening part of all,
is to lose the felt of love,from your loves one,
even when you theoretically know,they still love you.

it is an upset of something,
bind to my body.
which i am unable locate,
and the wise would hate.

the,the feeling of leaving this world,
to put down the aching burden .

timidly,
i fear death.
but i still long for it,
when i am stress.

i felt so tiny,
like particles.




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