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Now,i know!
it takes only seconds to fall in love,
that ,love, cannot be cultivated through time.
love,is in-explainable.

its weirdness,like a bridge over rowdy river.
its feeling happy, even at its lowest moments.

its something where we request no expectation in return,
its constant giving,and being happy nevertheless.
its fantasy,dreams,giggles and smile.
our memories,
they will never be erased.
at its hardest times,
what you left me is the force of persistance.
i want to be the best for you,all the time.
but i don't expect you to do the same,
its a "no" grumble situation.

i'm sorry...
i succumb to moments of loneliness,
i should have known better.
that the happiness i got from you,
your mini visits, has way surpassed what others can provide me.

this mistake,
is a warning sign to me.
a reflection to shine upon me what i really want.
realization,
the lips i want,the embrace i need.
another precious lesson in life,
learn to differentiate and understand my heart.
so its not about money or car or presents,
but your presence.





yc