i'm depressed.

if u deem mood swings,suicidal thoughts,hatred towards sumone but dun know who as depression.Then i'm sad to say,i hav slight.My life is filled with colours,not vibrant enough,not dark enough.I'm pondering in the middle,slightest movement will land me out of the margin in either category.I'm optimistic kept within is pessimism.Just like my poems tell,i hav grudge for too many things...soo many they link to one,LOVE.