sojourn

baby,
how have u been...
subjected behind this computer,
my heart thumps.
MTV displaying this song so attached to my heart.
can i ask for a chance to try again?
i doubt.
such stupidity.
swirling around like water.
travelling,induced with subtance.
then polluted,
then shunned aside.

i'm so dejected now,
feel like seeing some real blood.
want them to make wonders,
draw away my attention.
then live in more depair.
constantly devalueing myself to nothing.
losing my smiles,
finally facing my spirits.
till then,
am i more truthfull to myself?
puking up the bluffer.





yc